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“You’ve hurt me so much and yet you care for me and I can’t leave, I can’t do anything but love you,” she sobbed.
“Oh, Ambrosia...” Esurenti cooed. He held her close, cradling her. “I have always loved you, I love you so much. That’s why I can’t let you go.”
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happy 2019... getting back to the basics with these two, heh...
I made Esurenti & Ambrosia as a very... troubled... young teen with fucked up ideas on what love is (or at least fucked up ways of getting turned on for men I knew better not to fuck with) Now, what, 6 years later? (jesus, lol) I've had a good few Esurentis pass through my life... possessive, manipulative, stalkery, and/or physically threatening types... (I'm ok) and it's interesting to reflect on how far I've come with all that.
After years of trying to exorcise all my more extreme proclivities, I've just kind of given up. They ebb and flow, but in a way they are a part of me. I think I'll always get weak n' wet for a certain kind of violence in my partners, always like the idea of utter annihilation (isn't that what vore's all about??) but I'm happy to say I'm learning where to draw the line between what's really good for me & what might be better left to writing and pictures, the fantasy & the reality.
hope you all had nice holidays <3 thanks for stickin' around
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Posted by DisneyVore 6 years ago Report
As long as you don't let it bleed into your life, and try to understand that there is a divide between the fantasy that is a part of us and what is proper consent, then I'd say it's fine.
I'd say you're doing an amazing job if you're able to self reflect on it so well.
Posted by tangent 6 years ago Report
navelgazing is my specialty, huhuhuuu... haha, but really, thanks <3
Posted by Mechdragon1k 5 years ago Report
I also share the fetish for relationships that I should call the cops on in real life, granted i want them to stablise somewhat with time so there is a happy ending.
Posted by voreistyum 6 years ago Report
Always happy to see your content :)
Posted by tangent 6 years ago Report
:3 <3333
Posted by StrawberryStereo 6 years ago Report
Keep using your intuition on what feels safe/alright. All of us here have odd/extreme kinks. Like you, it has been hard for me to accept them, and it seems natural to feel this way. Wish you well.
Posted by tangent 6 years ago Report
yes... natural indeed, but in some weird way the kinks probably are too...! sending love <3
Posted by StrawberryStereo 6 years ago Report
You're wise, no doubt! For many it's Just an extreme extension of a love for dominance.
Aside, love the drawing and the little bit of text. ♡
Posted by reliuskaiser 6 years ago Report
:)
Posted by Lopin 6 years ago Report
I too had really messed up ideas of "love" as a teen. Suffered a great deal from it, and it eats at me to think how some people remember me.
I keep coming back to this gallery in particular because not only is the art great,but you add a level of humanity that most of us are afraid to add here.
Thanks for making me, and probably others, feel less alone.
Posted by tangent 6 years ago Report
aw man, you're gonna make me cry... thanks so much for sharing, and for saying this <3