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A quick & simple sketch, because I'm just missing drawing so much. Since the last time I posted, things have actually gotten more stressful around my house - still stuff that is only temporary mostly, but getting worse. Not only are there tenants being loud and fighting - and their eviction is taking forever - but in the meantime, the landlady is having renos done again, transforming rooms into tiny, likely illegal "apartments", just cramming in a sink & toilet with a crappy wall, and used appliances, taking up half the space. I am SO glad I moved into the one full bachelor apartment left in the house, with proper separate rooms! All that and I got bad news about one housemate, who I considered a friend - he went to a hospital for a life-saving operation last week, but the operation failed, and now he isn't coming back home - has to go to a care facility for the little time he has left. In fact, his room is being reno'd already, since this means nothing to the landlady. So, all that kinda weighed down on me this weekend.
And one of the best ways to calm myself down... is to tie myself up. I'm one of these people (there are studies proving we exist!) who immediately feels calmed down and relaxed if I'm restrained somehow - it's very therapeutic, makes me smile, sigh... moan a little... so, a while ago I learned to hogtie myself with a scarf, in such a way that it's tight, and I can struggle hard, but simply rotating my wrists unravels it all and frees me. This week, twice most days, I've been going to bed for a "BDSM rest" for 10-15 minutes. Mostly tying myself like seen in the picture, sometimes using my hands and heels to slap/kick my ass a little, and just feel my body and face pressed to the mattress by the pressure, like I'm being held down. And laying stuck there like that, picturing myself on a plate awaiting a hungry pred to gorge on me, is incredibly relieving and satisfying.
...so, I would love to be tied up, teased & tenderized, and heartlessly devoured for dinner. Does that make me weird? Nah...
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Posted by Undue 1 year ago Report
Nice and simple. You look so happy on that plate. Like you just simply belong there.
It looks like your landlady is being cheap I'm glad you've got a good place now.
Posted by JuniperBerry 1 year ago Report
Yup, I'm on my happy plate! Er, in my happy place!
Ah, I'm pretty used to it, three years of this garbage. My next landlord/lady is pretty much guaranteed to be better
Posted by hyhyd 1 year ago Report
Would having your hands tied like that hurt?
Posted by balanced-guy 1 year ago Report
It does look uncomfortable.
Posted by JuniperBerry 1 year ago Report
Seems like it should be, lots of pressure on my wrists, but it's a really calming feeling for me
Posted by JuniperBerry 1 year ago Report
A tiny bit - that's part of the point
Posted by Penguintiel 1 year ago Report
I like Juniper's "Head Empty" expression.
Posted by JuniperBerry 1 year ago Report
Mmm hmmm - just in a state of bliss!
Posted by Brains2 1 year ago Report
Awww, this is a super adorable pic! Just a little relaxing bondage. Kinda makes me wanna try the self-tying-up thing, too!
Although, I'm very sorry to hear that life's been rough lately, you have my condolences about your friend.
Posted by JuniperBerry 1 year ago Report
If you feel like bondage would be comforting, I say try it, did wonders for me!
Thanks - I'm pretty used to the house being rough,though the dynamic is different now, with people gone
Posted by Brains2 1 year ago Report
Appreciate the response... I've done a sort of "Hey, would you mind terribly using those pink fuzzy cuffs to keep my arms pinned behind this chair?" but doing it as a kind of self-care is intriguing.
Posted by JuniperBerry 1 year ago Report
No problem. For some reason, restraining myself and trying to resist calms my anxiety and running thoughts
Posted by Thatangryorc 1 year ago Report
My sincerest condolences about your friend, I hope he can at least spend his time in comfort.
Glad to hear you've such a good method for destressing, I imagine you must look adorabley appetising in the act ^_^ and it's certainly not weird, or at the very least it shouldn't be XD
Posted by JuniperBerry 1 year ago Report
Yeah, I'm hoping so. The worst part is that I had plenty of plans for when he got better, since we used to hang out a lot. But he didn't take his doctors seriously, for a few years...
Hehe, I suppose I do look adorable when bound like this, all presented like a meal!
Posted by Catfishguy 1 year ago Report
that sounds really hard to go through at the moment, hopefully it gets better for you, and sorry to hear about your friend on this, hopefully you can go visit them and say your goodbyes before hand and hopefully it goes much better for you after this point. nice work though, just wanted to wish you luck in future endeavors, and hope it gets better soon...
Posted by JuniperBerry 1 year ago Report
Thank you - the last few years have been a string of rough situations, but I've been soldiering through - this site and my friends here have been a big help. On a more personal side, several things are looking up; seems like this will be a good year