I've had to take a long hard look at myself in the past year and a half and I've not been very good at doing what I've set out to do. I have roleplays which haven't been concluded, and a habit of casually making art promises to people and then never delivering on.
Aside from the fact that I live in out of the way timezones, I am nervous about my ability to hold engaging conversations. Many of my broken promises have started off with me trying to fill in holes in the conversation by suggesting that I draw something, and then finding out afterwards that my heart wasn't really in the statement.
If anyone reading this has been subject to this from me, I'm terribly sorry for getting your hopes up and not carrying through. As of now, I am officially cancelling all... [ Continued ... ]
So I was messing around on the chat and I just realised that there is now a fuss-free option to make custom sliders. I am very pleased. This might tempt me into spending more time on the chat. c:
A lot of my confused upset feelings have been unravelled since the last blogpost I made, and I'm feeling much calmer. I don't think I'm going to make a screamy roary blogpost after all. Thanks so much for the support, everyone. Business is on as usual. :')
Things that have been building up in me for the past year in the community are threatening to boil over. I have a vicious urge to belt out a fiercely-worded blogpost about what's bothering me, but I don't think that's really the proper thing to do.
I don't know what to do. I need to say something. But perhaps I will wait until this anger dies down a little, and I can write with a little more grace.
Itsuu is tentatively getting back into the RP game! I think I'm ready to buckle down and reply on a regular basis now. I'll be bumping my search thread up, too. If anyone is interested, please note me and I promise I won't run away again! :'D I look forward to it!