Unironically forgot to mention it here

Merry christmas everyone i hope you all have a good one (:

another year and still nothings really improved but im trying my best to enjoy today slightly burnt a few people forgot ;w;

One fucking year and still fucking homeless... i call and i email and its the same bullshit either a fucking scam that can't even bother looking at the name on the email or some shitt lord who tthinks that i NEED tto make 8,000 a fucking month for a place thats 1400 for rent massachusetts suck Landlords can kiss my fucking ass i hate all of you i just need a fucking place to live i wanna fucking die... Also fuck X DOT COM suppressing me fucking WRETCHING MY HEART OUT BUT YOULL PROMOTE A FUCKING 7 MONTH OLD RETWEET?!


Ok Sorry i'm done im just tired of not being heard feeling like no one really even wants to bother dealing with me im just so tired of this...


and for those who only care about posts a friend made me something so might post that soonish...
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I'm losing my mind currently with what has been happening I need advice or help I hate having to ask for forms of donations but currently I can't keep avoiding it if anyone knows of a donation site I could use it would be really helpful me and my family need it we have been living at a campsite for the past four days and moral is dreadfully low my mother is of poor health I have a cat n dog and no one in my family is willing to help us so please if anyone can help or give advice please let me know... I'm really truly sorry again....

Tommorow I will officially be homeless I will be attempting to keep in touch on here whenever I'm able I'm sorry everyone I hope that I can find somewhere soon...

When I made my last post I wasn't in a good head spot (mom wasn't helping at all with being painfully unclear)

1.we have yet to be served our eviction notice (I hope I won't have to make a second post the same day)

2.i apologize for making the post as soon as I did I was in a panic about everything...

3.i have no idea how much longer I have ATM looking for somewhere so fingers crossed

Sorry for making another post about this I just didn't feel right leaving without clarifying what's been happening

Also thanks to the few people leaving kind messages and I'm sorry I haven't responded to them ;;

I mentioned it on my twitter but ill mention it here as well.
Within the next few days ill probably be homeless or atleast somewhere else i feel i should just make mention of it incase people wonder where i might be...

I don't really know how to properly word myself on this but the feeling has been getting worse and worse it's started in November and keeps bubbling up I just feel like I'm unwanted or tolerated by friends I just don't know how to feel or what to think.... I'm sorry just know if I go silent for abit I'm probably just done... I'm sorry.