(I was writing this earlier, it's a poemish thing essentially just made up of things that popped into my miserable head. Not meant to be very well built, but you know, I figured you guys my like . . . what ever the Hell this is . . . anyways, enjoy the madness.)

Bed Of Kale

A bed of kale, cold and crisp, cradles his body, a young fox in his early twenties.
Wrists and ankles bound, he lays concerned, his mouth filled with the taste of a sweet red apple, placed there for decoration.
His shirt, short sleeved and white, lay under a red sweater vest, the pattern argyle.
Brown jeans on his legs, pockets filled with loose change of $ 0.75, a cell phone, and a condom, never to be used.
His boots lay close to his head, feet in...
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Not all of them, but a lot if them. I spent the last hour or so chatting online with a furry who just recently contacted me. We share a few interest/fetishes so I figured I'd humor him and chat a bit. From the get go he wanted to know about how I came into my fetishes, which I explained I've had them since I was little and don't really know why I like them, but I did try to clarify as simple as possible, now pay attention kids cause this will be on the test

MY
FETISHES
DO
NOT
TURN
ME
ON!

Kay? I get nothing, no erection, no strong urge to play rock, paper, scissors, nothing! My fetishes are simply aesthetic, which means nice to look at. Don't know why that is, but I don't care either. I have 0 sexual urges, so even though I do...
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This is just a little "What's SynDrome doing" Journal to let most of you, especially my friends I talk to religiously, know I'm still alive and kicking. For the past few weeks I have been struggling with a nasty spell of depression. Surprise, surprise, an artist who suffers from depression, who would have thought? I'm sorry, that sucked, it was a failed attempt to cheer myself up a bit. Any ways, as of tonight my depression came to a head, even now I find myself giving in to the over whelming desire to weep. I wanted to post this journal not as an attempt to get some pity, but as reason as to why I have been and will be away for a bit. I hate to distance myself, but I think it may be best if I have a little time to be by myself, as best as I can anyways.

To those of...
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I promise I'll answer my messages soon D: I'm not ignoring any one, I'm just uber busy.

It was recently suggested by a good friend of mine, that i take up residence on the forums. I was told I'd get better feedback from there as opposed to just posting in the galleries. So my question to any one out there willing to answer, what is your take on the forums, are they better for feed back, or worse?

So it's been a while I Blogged . . . yeah . . . but, I'd like to take this time to ask people, what are you liking/not liking in my works. I like to know, what is it the people who watch me are watching me for. I just like to know, what I need to do more of in my free time, that isn't already focused on request XD Kind of a, get to know the viewer type special . . . yeah . . . So anyways, have at it.

~The Ghost of Christmas Horrors~
~SynDrome~

So I have this fancy high dollar tablet . . . duh? Right? Anyways, I have it, and have been drawing with it for a little over three months now. To be honest, I'm too overly impressed with it. To be brutally honest I have always favored pen and pencils over the digital media. I bought the tablet to 1. Expand my color and technique options and 2. It seems the only way to really be noticed in the artist world any more is to be digital, draw porn, or to draw something controversial. Having buyer's remorse? A wee bit. Thought I admit it's kind of nice not having to jump from computer to computer to get a drawing scanned and posted. And I think I have done some nice color jobs so far. Who knows, maybe once I get a little more used to it, things will work out better. Till then I'll be drawing...
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Every one!
Chill out!
Calm down!
Let it go!
Get over it!
Be at peace!
Mellow out!
Look the other way!
Stop whining!
Take a chill pill!
Relax!
Turn the other cheek!
Sleep on it!

~Yelling at the clouds~
SynDrome