Just a week away

The constant back and forth between "I suck at this.", "I'm drawing all of this primarily for myself, it doesn't need to be good.", and the occasional "Maybe I'm just being unfair to myself and it's actually not that bad?" is quite exhausting.

If only I could take all my self doubts and just go *CRONTCH*.

I'm noticing that I've felt a lot more confident with anatomy and posing since I started doing suggestive art, I've been consistently doing art for roughly 8 years (and have had a passion for it for way longer) and have never felt this way before in that entire span of time. I've obviously still got a lot more practice I need to do before I become "good" at it, but the fact that I can have an idea and have a pretty decent feel for how to approach it now is an amazing feeling.

I spent my entire "career" as an artist being too sheepish to dabble in this stuff that I really wanted to do, and now that I'm finally doing it I'm meeting so many cool like-minded people and just feeling more inspired in general. It feels like things are finally shaping up after...
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