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I don’t really know how to go about doing this and honestly don’t know if I even should, but I came across this while going through her computer while re-reading some of her writing and looking for pictures and I think this is what she would’ve wanted.
My partner, who you all know as gapemaw. Passed away in her sleep back in January due to an undiagnosed brain aneurysm that had ruptured during the night.
From what I understand or rather what I’ve been told was that she was likely at an increased risk due to the significant injuries she sustained from a motorcycle accident in the past, and her more recent health complications. I’ve been told that it was relatively quick and painless. Peaceful, and beside the woman she loved.
I’m not sure where I should post this, but I don’t have access to many of her accounts. Only reason I’ve gotten this far was her password being saved. I’m sorry.
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Posted by Ty975 11 days ago Report
I'm so sorry for your loss. Thank you for sharing with us, you didn't have to but the transparency is a gift on its own. Please take care, her voice will be missed...
Posted by akinata 11 days ago Report
R.I.P.
Posted by Fatedmeal 11 days ago Report
I’ve only really interacted with Gapemaw once. So I think that is why these words are coming to me easier than most. As there are many people that have known her better than I, but are struggling with this news, processing it and the emotions that crop up, and finding it impossible to even put it into words.
As someone that has commented on one of her stories once…gotten a kind response back from her…and heard only good things about her from other people who have interacted with her frequently…I can only say this selfish wish…
…I wished that I talked with Gapemaw more.
Life can be so busy and consuming. However, the bonds we make with others are all the more worth it because of it. I’m sure the memories that people have had with Gapemaw will remain as cherished ones.
I hope people that are struggling with this loss right now finds some comfort in these selfish words of mine.
Regardless, I’m truly sorry for your loss.
Most Sincerely,
Fatedmeal
Posted by VortexFoodsTM 11 days ago Report
Goodbye, my friend. You will be sorely missed. My thoughts go out to you and your loved ones. See you on the other side.
Posted by CaliTea 11 days ago Report
Goodbye Gape. We miss you, but hope you are in peace.
To Gape’s partner, thank you for letting us know, and our deepest condolences.
Posted by Ohgra 11 days ago Report
thank you for telling us, i am so sorry for your loss. she was really special and will be missed by all.
Posted by Gershwin 11 days ago Report
I appreciate you posting here and letting us know, and I'm very sorry for your loss. You can be sure that she will be missed, both here and other other places and spaces. It's been a while since I heard from her, and it's saddening to know I never will again.
Posted by dcvfgb1234 11 days ago Report
In Memoriam Gape
A great friend you were. Always helpful and kind, spreading joy and happiness where you could; never shying away from helping a friend in need.
You will be dearly missed. It always was a pleasure spending time with you, and I have so many fond memories of our time together. Your life was cut short way too early - you deserved better.
Always a fighter, persevering rather than perishing. When life gave you lemons, you made lemonade; unfortunately you often had to make lemonade - it wasn't fair.
Way too often life tried to keep you down, but you fought back, kicked it in the balls. You'd not let others dictate what you could do. And woe he who said you couldn't do something: You'd find a way to do it, and then some. I still remember laughing at how humongous a burger you ate in one go, just because somebody told you you couldn't, utterly bloating yourself in the process. That's how you were, a fighter. But also a loving mother, wife, and friend. You'd do anything for people you loved.
Even as war damaged your body, you didn't give up. Rather you came back, fought back. Then got dunked again with the bike crash, but you kept coming back. A true fighter. I never had any doubts you'd be able to stand your ground if need be, give a creep a nut crushing kick in the groin in self defense, survive no matter what. Sadly your body, you weren't able to fight. It got you in the end, and you will be dearly missed. I have a huge hole in my heart tonight and my thoughts go out to your wife and daughter. They've been through so much and didn't deserve losing you as well.
You had started to try and get back on your feet again, after the umpteenth setback half a year ago, and then life decided to just do this. You should have eaten and digested life when you had a chance. I know you'd have wanted to, becoming the Goddess Empress of Existence. XD
A tease you always were. Always trying to eat a friend, and I do legit think you indeed would have eaten and digested me, should I ever have shrunk. Doing it to a close friend did make it more thrilling, as you said. Thanks for all you shared, and all you did for me. You were a true pred - an Überpred. Though, even when most dominating, you still had your kind and loving sides shine through.
I will miss our many talks. At least you seem to have died painlessly.
Thanks for having been my friend.
Thanks for all we shared.
I hope you were able to find your green necklace, the one with the emerald you know. I know what it meant to you, so hopefully you were able to wear it in the coffin, albeit I'm also aware of how slim the chances of having found it were.
May your daughter not get too traumatised from your passing.
Perhaps you're sitting whereever you are now, folding origami like you used to, while popping micros into your mouth, utterly uncaring about their fate.
In any case, I hope that whereever you are now is good.
For Gape's wife I want to say: There is an addendum to this which I found too private to post here, as well as a handwritten poem. I'm sending it privately in the various places I were in contact with Gape, so check Discord, PMs here, or her vore e-mail. Hope you see it. I'm really sorry for your loss and express my deepest condolences. I know how much you meant for each other. She always spoke very dearly of you. It's my clear impression that you really brightened her life.
Thanks for letting us know.
Thanks for always being there for me.
I'll never forget you.
Signe
Posted by shortprey20 11 days ago Report
I am so very sorry to hear this. To whomever posted this i am so sorry for your loss, and hope you know how loved your partner was on here.
I am a casual enjoyer of her work so my heart goes out to you and all the other people she touched. May you find peace and love in this time
Posted by Voons 11 days ago Report
Rest in Peace
Posted by AStranger2Remain 11 days ago Report
I give my condolences for your loss. I only briefly interacted with her, however from that time I could tell she was an amazing person to know and I wish I interacted more. She will be deeply missed
Posted by mirrormind101 11 days ago Report
Sorry for your loss.... it's always hard to loose someone, but they are in a better place now.
It's best to remember that goodbye is not forever, you will see them again one day. Till then stay strong for them.
Posted by GiantessCirilla 10 days ago Report
Very sad to see. You'll be dearly missed
Posted by CallyEmeraldaz 10 days ago Report
sorry for your loss :c rest in peace!
Posted by SquirrelAmazing 10 days ago Report
I am at a loss for words, I am so incredibly sorry to hear this, my biggest condolences and thank you for letting us all know, I can't imagine how this is for you, but know there quiet a few of us me included that loved her passion.
Posted by Zaximus 9 days ago Report
Sorry to hear of the loss of such a great creator. You willed be missed.
Posted by Karbo 6 days ago Report
This is awful news..
She was a very talented writer, particularly good at depicting vivid and striking scenes in her stories. And the few exchanges I got with her gave me the feeling of a kind and friendly individual.
I'm very sorry for your loss.
Posted by Fania 4 days ago Report
Thank you so much for sharing this with us, I can't even begin to imagine life without my partner, and I'm sorry. Her work was incredibly inspiring to me as a writer and enjoyer of this community, and I am grateful for all she shared.
Posted by kbDArt 3 days ago Report
Very sad to learn of this. May she RIP.